Shelley Paulson Photography Blog

June3rd

Sorry about the long delay between parts 2 and 3. I’m still recovering from the vertigo, and have had to try not to spend too much time at my computer. Which means when I am at my computer, I’m working on stuff for clients.

But, now I’ve got all the photos done and I’m excited to share them, as well as some reflections on the experience. To get to the reflections, you have to look at the photos, they are at the end of the post. ;-)

If you’ve missed them, please check out Part 1 and Part 2.

Day 3 started out at the Monero Mustangs Sanctuary. The horses were post-breakfast and were sleepy and loungy. It was kind of cute to see them this way. Instead of lots of action, we caught lots of contentedness, which I was happy to see.

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This cute yearling came up to me, curious about what I was doing.

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I love the landscapes in New Mexico.

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This is Linda’s husband, Jim, giving and receiving some love from Sandi’s dogs!

After our time at Monero, Lynne and I headed back towards Albuquerque. I got to visit her studio in Corrales, meet her horse Snickers, and drink some Bad Ass Coffee, which I desperately needed because my lack of sleep was catching up with me. Lynne and I were having yawning contests. ;-)

As the sun started to go down, Lynne and I went to Placitas, where there is an area where a few bands of horses run wild. They roam in an area close to neighborhoods, so the horses have become pretty used to people and we were able to be quite close the horses.

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The stallion, Juan, on the right was hanging out with a pregnant mare. They seemed quite affectionate toward one another.

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This is one of my favorite photos from the entire experience.

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This little foal is so cute, but unfortunately has a split hoof and may not be able to survive once it has more weight to bear on it’s feet.

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The bugs were bad, so the horses were keeping pretty close to each other.

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We left that band to find another. In the meantime, Juan and his band had gone down into this valley. We never did get very close to the other band.

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We climbed down a bit to get close to Juan’s band again.

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As we drove from Chama to Placitas, I called my husband. I told him I’d been having a good time, but that I was ready to go home, I didn’t feel sad, I felt happy to have had the experience. I was actually really surprised I felt that way. I had really wanted this experience to touch my heart, and I wasn’t sure it had.

We had plans to meet up with Linda and Jim for dinner after shooting in Placitas. From the moment we left the horses to head to dinner, I felt a lump in my throat (much as I do now, just thinking about it). I wasn’t sure what it was about, so I just swallowed it and tried to move past it (why do we do such things?). At dinner Lynne signed the copy of her book “Among WIld Horses” I had purchased from her. I read the first page – “In tribute to all the wild horses who live – and have died – in glorious freedom”, and the tears started to flow. Lynne had been away from the table and when she came back, I asked through my tears if it was normal for people to get emotional after this experience.

I’m not sure I remember her response, I just remember looking at Linda and seeing tears in her eyes too. We had both been changed by this experience and by our time with the wild horses. They had let us capture a glimpse of them and learn what it means to be free and wild. We learned how horses commune, battle and live in the wild as they have for thousands of years. We also learned of their plight and how, one by one, they are losing their freedom to government bureaucracy.

On the flight home, I started to read Lynne’s book. I really should have had a tissue, because the tears flowed again as I read the preface entitled “The Horse Changed My Life”. I knew that feeling. And deep down, I knew that what I had hoped to happen, had happened, I had not only been given the opportunity to take a lot of great photos, but my heart had been touched and changed .

I have fallen in love anew, not just with the wild horses, but also with horses in general. I feel a greater sense of privilege to have a beautiful, trusting horse in my life. Every horse I meet now, I greet with affection, joy, kisses, and a kinder touch than before. I love horses unrestrained. The best part of that? I see the horses respond to me differently, they respond in kind, showing love and affection back to me.

I have loved horses for as long as I can remember, and many have said to me about this experience that “it was the opportunity of a lifetime” and, while it feels a lot like that, I sincerely hope to see and photograph the wild horses again in the not so distant future. However, this experience will always hold a deep, special place in my heart the way a first love does.

Soon I will be offering some of these photos as limited edition fine art prints. Look for more information to come soon!

7 Comments

  • Comment by Dennis Bullock — June 3, 2009 @ 11:16 am

    what an amazing journey Shelley!

  • Comment by Jean Fredlund — June 3, 2009 @ 3:33 pm

    Very nice, Shelley.
    I just got home from the barn and took a shower. Reading part 3 makes me want to hop in the car and drive back out there again.
    I liked your commentary very much.
    I am touched by your statement, “I love horses unrestrained.” That’s such a cool wording, with the adjective “unrestrained” referring to the verb “love” and also the noun “horses”.

    Sublime.

  • Comment by mk — June 3, 2009 @ 6:37 pm

    Love that first one especially!

  • Comment by Marian Robinson — June 4, 2009 @ 7:48 pm

    I was wondering if the game warden or whoever is in charge of the bands couldn’t transquilze that white colt/filly with the cracked hoof and fix it somehow.
    Marian

  • Comment by Marian Robinson — June 4, 2009 @ 8:22 pm

    Did that beautiful mare PLUMA ever get to join up with a band? She sure was pretty.

  • Comment by Nyssa — June 7, 2009 @ 3:22 pm

    I love all of the photos. I saw your comment about the poor little foal with the cracked hooevs and that lead to me thinking about the horses’ hooves. How do you think they were overall? You always hear about Mustangs having incredible nice short hooves that don’t crack and split? Obviously the poor little foal had an issue, but what about the adults? I guess you don’t have to answer, but it just struck me while looking at these incredible photos.

    Thanks

  • Comment by Shelley — June 8, 2009 @ 7:53 am

    Marian – Pluma was in heat, which was part of why she was being outcast. We think it had something to do with the frustrations of the no-longer-stallions. ;) She did have one sort-of friend she would hang out with, but for some reason, she just seemed unpopular. I guess looks don’t matter in the horse community. As for the foal, these are wild horses and no one is in charge. If anyone was in charge, they would likely just remove the foal and euthanize her. The whole idea is to keep these horses wild and NOT interfere, as has been happening more and more. We want horses to stay wild and life and death are just part of the way things have been for thousands of years. In my opinion, if the foal has a genetic defect, then it is right that it should not live to procreate, but should die naturally, if that is what the defect causes.

    Nyssa – I was amazed at the overall fantastic condition of the horse’s hooves. I actually asked the same question you did very early on and the answer is that these horses have much better hooves than domesticated horses and at the sanctuary, where we could get close, you could see how nice they were. I guess farriers have studied the mustangs to see how hooves should be shaped. :)

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